Listbike Overfiend Superdirt

Some of my favourite human beings from my favourite bands gave me some lists:

Top 15 Albums:

KAT KATZ - SALOME, AGORAPHOBIC NOSEBLEED

1. Yob The Unreal Never Lived
2. Yob The Great Cessation
3. Yob The Illusion of Motion
4. Hank Williams Alone and Forsaken
5. Deadboy and the Elephantmen If This is Hell, Then I’m lucky
6. Woven Hand Mosaic
7. Johnny Cash The Sun Years
8. Melvins Stoner Witch
9. Pig Destroyer Prowler in the Yard
10. Khanate Khanate
11. Acidbath As the Kite String Pops
12. Crowbar Equilibrium
13. Electric Wizard Dopethrone
14. Dead Can Dance Into the Labyrinth
15. William Elliott Whitmore Hymns for the Hopeless

LOU CHANO - (MY ITALIAN BROTHER FROM ANOTHER MOTHER) IVS PRIMAE NOCTIS/SINGLE HANDEDLY RUNNING THE ENTIRE ITALIAN UNDERGROUND...

Thou / Leech "We Pass Like Night From Land To Land"
Ufomammut "Eve"
Blessure Grave "Learn To Love The Rope"
Zola Jesus "Stridulum"
Majeure "Timespan"
Calibro 35 "Ritornano Quelli Di..."
Pioggia Nera "Pioggia Nera"
Urfaust "Drei Rituale Jenseits Des Kosmos"
Zu "Carboniferous"
Fuck Buttons "Tarot Sport"

JOE CARDAMONE - THE ICARUS LINE, SOULS SHE SAID.

Hey Richard,

No Sweat

Top Ten records I listened to this year:

John Lennon- Walls and Bridges
Swans- my father will guide me up a rope to the sky
Ty Segal- Melted
Grinderman- Grinderman 2
John Cale - Fear
The Black Angels- Phosphene Dream
John Coletrane- A Sentimental Mood
Giant Drag- Waking up is hard to do
Flamin Groovies- Teenage Head
Mark Lanegan - Bubblegum

Stuff I hate:

I didnt really get exposed to too much that I hate. I kind of bubbled my self away from the mainstream so Im not sure what dreck exists out there these days. Im sure there's plenty of it. I saw some band on Leno the other night and it sounded like some battle of the bands group from highschool. I changed the channel before I caught the name.

SAM MCPHEETERS - WRANGLER BRUTES, MENS RECOVERY PROJECT, BORN AGAINST (yes.)

Richard / Richmond -

Certainly;

1. Omar Souleyman - "Highway to Hassake: Folk & Pop Sounds of Syria"
2. Venom - "Welcome To Hell"
3. Sex Pistols - "Never Mind The Bollocks"
4. Muslimgauze - "Syrinjia"
5. Slayer - "Reign In Blood"
6. Fear - "The Record"
7. Metallica - "Master Of Puppets"
8. Back Off Cupids - s/t
9. The Cars - "Greatest Hits"
10. No Trend - "Too Many Humans"

JEFF JAWORSKI : RED TAPE/WILL HAVEN/ All Around Top Notch Guy.

My top albums of 2010:

DEFTONES - DIAMOND EYES
JIMI HENDRIX - VALLEYS OF NEPTUNE
GBH - PERFUME & PISS
FAR - AT NIGHT WE LIVE
HIGH ON FIRE - SNAKES FOR THE DIVINE
STREET DOGS - STREET DOGS
THE BLACK PACIFIC - THE BLACK PACIFIC
BROTHA LYNCH HUNG - DINNER & A MOVIE
TERROR - KEEPERS OF THE FAITH
B.O.B. PRESENTS THE ADVENTURES OF BOBBY RAY

Best Song of 2010:
ANTOINE DODSON & THE GREGORY BROTHERS - THE BED INTRUDER

JJ

Catherine 4/final. coming down from you is too much...

I found out that she had taken her own life a couple of years after moving to Australia, it didn't hit me as I thought it would, in fact I didn't even cry for about a year. I expected it to a degree but I HOPED, I really hoped it wouldn't end like that. I do believe that she finally saw 'the big picture' she saw what people look for when they question their existence and I would love to know what exactly that was... but I'm just simply not that smart (as you may have guessed from reading my crap), she knew it wasn't worth going on and I don't blame her, I'm not angry at her - I miss her great intelligence and harsh 'wit'. People that brilliant don't get to live long and for how she changed me... I will ALWAYS be grateful, she was truly a unique entity.

A 'Relationship' like that was beyond draining, on a par with dangerous mountaineering maybe. I couldn't imagine anyone living that way, relating to another person that way - where casual violence, self injury, somewhat animalistic sex met some of the most challengingly FUCKED UP human behaviour met a constant pushing, constant need to be a better, smarter person. I can't imagine anyone unfamiliar with us during that time NOT being shocked at our behaviour behind closed doors. Maybe I'm blowing it out of proportion but for someone to have that much effect on you, lasting effect too... well I'm over writing about her, at least for others so this is the last time I'm writing about her on here, of course 'Catherine' wasn't her real name.



For some reason she tolerated this 50th rate fuck up kid, a waste of air, the kind of person who gives the most obvious answer to every question.. the kind of person who was going to 'SAVE HER'!! the kind of person who doesn't see the problem in being a U2 fan.... maybe.. he followed her around like a shadow, why a person of her superior wit, intelligence and humour put up with him I'll never know but maybe she had some sympathy locked away inside... either way I hated that snivelly little bastard, he desperately wanted to be her boy, her protector and he hated me because I was that and I 'did the dirty' with her at any and all opportunties... She told me not to beat the living daylights out of him, instead I told him what I'd been up to with his 'woman'.

So I found out by email, from this same guy I'd been tormenting years prior that she had killed herself -an accusatory message that however she had taken her life was 'my fault', the fact I wasn't obsessively looking after her was extremely selfish of me apparently, at this point in my life I was at least happy and frankly not knowing about her was wonderful. I still don't know HOW she did it, I can guess but I don't need to picture someone I loved very much hanging herself, bleeding out, overdosing... it hit hard later, at the time it was an excuse to get numb.

goodbye lady.